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Musim ini 11 remidial termasuk remidial ulang udah gua ikutin, barusan remedial ulang blok 18 itu remid yang terakhir di musim ini. Baru beberapa yang hasilnya udah keluar dan baru blok 17 dan blok 11 yang udah lulus. Lusa gua pulang ke Bogor, jujur sebenernya gua ga penngen pulang tapi yaa mau gimmana lagi. Cape batin, fisik dan pikiran campur aduk jadi satu. Masih ada tugas yang belum gua selesaikan, masih ada utang yang belom gua lunasin, masih ada sesuatu yang gua urusin dan . .  . Ya Allah, hamba cape.
 

Sambil ngedengerin lama dari Sarah McLachlan yang judulnya Anggel, anjriiit ngerasa rapuh siaah gue. Udah yaah ini gua kasih liriknya.

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh a beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight life and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies that you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference escaping one last time
Iit's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here